Tuesday, May 12, 2015

Life after Suicide

It has been around two years since my last post.  The initial bait shop has died after I was sent away for nine months as a result of shooting myself in the chest with a .22 Ruger pistol which my wife witnessed.
  I now live alone as a mentally-ill outpatient across the mountains some fifteen miles from the old bait shop, my home, the loves of my life (Lucendy, Katrina, and Kelsie Bug).
 It is here, in a cabin on my parents property that I reside endeavoring to once again build a new bait shop from scratch beneath the depressive burden of lost love, hypomania, bipolarism, and possibly a multi-faceted personality.
 Currently the new bait shop consists of a small styrofoam cooler half-filled with salad waste but no worms as of yet.
To convey my mood I am adding links to two of my songs that I have uploaded to youtube after writing and performing them:

Life's So Crazy

Let It Go

Thank you for reading my blog.  I will write more soon, but for now I am out to collect grass clippings to add to the evolving worm bin.

May 20, 2015
I caught a huge earth worm today and placed him in the new and tiny bin.  One step at a time, right?